In here to stay

Deep breath uggghh gotta make it happen your gonna live life threw me imma imma imma be... Oh yea Karla cresencia Beliz stamp it dont forget it I lived life threw you for way to long this is my world im now sharing

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My thoughts

 Stuck with my thoughts right now dislike where it's taking me.. I'm suppose to control them I'm the head, Im in charge stop thinking like that chill relax come on pink positive... No wait what if your right. Leave me alone *blinks your still here aww man I'm losing this battle these thoughts in my mind are just too strong.. Please don't turn my gift into a curse

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Today is the day

Today is the day
How long will I where this blindfold on my eyes and dream of the many
possibilities... Claim to be getting my beauty rest but isn't respect
the beauty???? Blindsided by the the flashing lights, Gone deaf, All I
remember are the stories you told... Reach over to touch but cant seem
to get a hold on you.....Fading fading everything seems to be fading..
Yet you haven't fully disappeared. Weird isn't it I guess it's because
I still have my voice I don't need to see for you to hear me for as
long as I have my voice I will continue to help you tell to stories
you told oh damn see that's why I asked how long am I going to wear
this blindfold??? Well today is the day that reality unfolds...

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Pieces of Me

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm breath hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm inhale hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm exhale

Just take it all in.... i shouldn't care but its hard not to, i want to live it forever, but no one lives for forever. I feel a cold chill threw my body i feel numb like i lost the sense of trust....Its hard to not go and live the life you believe you deserve to live. What am i not worth any of it...why cant it all just be mine...Just mines you shouldn't be allowed to have parts i want all of my pieces... So what its a puzzle of 100,000,000 pieces i want it all so i can complete my puzzle. The PICTURE wouldn't be complete without it... Do you get the picture??? I'm working on the bigger picture but cant if your taking parts. So leave my Pieces alone and to whoever told it was OK and handed them to you they lost sight but in reality they see the bigger picture and have returned with my parts.. Off i go to continue to work on the bigger picture with all my pieces...

Could this be me

Trying to escape the realm of darkness. The place where the monsters of fear disbelief lies cheaters Judgement are created. The place where you think of many things are hard to accomplish, where the thought of success isn't really a thought. complacent with getting by, doubtful of ideas that if create and pursued will take you to a higher realm of realness into a state of fearlessness belief honesty a contributor and judgement isn't in the eye of the beholder. Jump Leap Destruct the self-created wall, fight the monsters you have a help create. you are your own worst enemy these monsters and this realm of darkness is only here because you allowed it to be so it is only up to you to come out of the darkness and live life by you and only you come grab my hand don't be scared. i am here don't be scare once you come from behind that wall i will be here with you till the end... living in the realm of realness feels good you see once you grab me by the hand but until then i continue to look you in the eyes without no judgment because its you i see when i look in the mirror so I'm no longer judging me........(*smiles hits publish post and walks away)

Good Loving

Loving you has never felt so good knots in my stomach only because I'm scare of forgetting to cherish every moment I'm with you the Chills you give me with your deep stares the thought of you being my future feels good loving you has never felt this good the kisses that shoot from your beautiful lips fills me with warmth your gentle touches fill me up and I'm complete because of you. You and I both have a right hand man's smile and that would just mean that you complete me with giving me my left side I'm a whole because of you and I hope you feel complete with knowing you have completed someone which Is me and I am yours and will always be. Love you times a million

From me to Eujenya

Glowing has never felt so good looking in the mirror feeling like your sitting on top if the world and like yet your feeling so great that You want to sit even higher believing that flying is easier then getting fly, swag your second nature came to you before your abc's here I am looking in and I see why you think your Cooler than me , but yet you understand that my glow is only coming from the wonderful radiance you provide your smile adds a extra sparkle to my glow so keep it up shining on the rest but everybody cant get a tan so as I continue to glow all I ask is that you continue to shine love you smooches times a million

Am I crazy?

Would I be crazy if I stated that I wish I had someone to talk to.. some sort of therapy someone who doesn't know me to just sit and listen to me ask questions I have the answer to maybe some I don't know the answer too.. but someone who I could careless if he/she judged me and if so I know its all for the sake of a better me...would I be crazy if this stranger is the person I felt the most connection to...me and this stranger I didn't have to purchase anything for this person I didn't have to do something for without thinking if I didn't would they still be around. This stranger who doesn't have a secret plot or is around because I benefit he/she or he/she benefits me just plain therapeutic communication between a stranger and me I must be crazy because it seem hard to find everyone who is around has a reason for being around... *shrugs
Stamp it K.Beliz

Who should you run to when no ones around you.... nobody but you..

Stamp it...K Beliz

Too funny check it out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5622HSZuCws&sns=em

WORDS

Where is the school around the corner from Motivation and down the block from hi haters but yet across the street for higher then better Self Wroth with the crossing lady name Guidance Lunch lady name NIKE " just Do it" with a students whose First Name is Manin Last name: Themirror

GroovY

We dance all night...we hold hands and move to the rhythm of the beat.. The music we hear is so loud and clear we speak words from the songs that move threw the room..The beats I hear makes me want to do nothing but watch and feel you move. Makes me just follow your lead DEMAND you take my left hand onto your right... you place your left onto my waist and show me your moves...ohhh baby yes I now know how to move these steps helps me get into the groove...yea the groove ooohh ohhh yayyyyy its official Stella got her Groove back

Tongueless Thoughts

Many things run threw my mind... My mind is filled with a pool of thoughts; Tongueless thoughts when released it may be a confession so what can i call these dilemmas and kept confessions when written and no longer in my mind known and discovered but not spoken of these thoughts i pass on to you without confessing, what do you call these thoughts or deliberation?? I call them a piece of me so can i give you a piece of me without having to worry about you slicing threw me.. Here i give you a piece of me i hope you are happy with that because i wouldn't be able to bear with the pain of you taking it from me... So please understand that most of my tongueless thoughts are deliberations about how many piece of me i will allow you to receive for the protection of me...This Here Is Just My Confession ( Tongueless Thoughts )

Stamp iT ** belizitsme signing out till next time

My Time

If i sat here and told you everything about me would you believe me if i told you everything from when i started to remember to now that i done would you believe me or would you do what most people do.. Pick up on key words and create your own version of me.... I can sit here and tell you everything from here to there that i know about me but why should i you wont believe me.. you say you will you say you hear me but on the contrary you don't really.... only time will tell... but do you have the time? that's where things change you don't have the time because its My Time.. So i will only let you get to know me in Due time because its My Time

Whose Around You

Take a moment look around you and who do you see around you? Hmmmm... whats your answer yeah well No your wrong you see no ones around.... here's why Let me break it down A-round.. Round when you think of it what the first thing you think of, a circle right, So your telling me whoever Or whatever you say is wrapped around you in circle...ok ok ok So let me let me stop being literal your talking about everything you see in a 360 area... ok so tell me this...Everything you see Around means your in the middle waiting to be noticed or are you shaping your surroundings with things you do to be the main focus... if your in the middle and all this is around you what's around them and what's around them thats around them....whats around them that's around them that's around them thats around them thats around them. See here's what I'm trying to tell you that if you pay attention to what's around around your playing on the merry go round and you lose sight of you.... so here's what you do you take that circle thats around you and skip it.... yup that's right skip it. All that around you don't matter all that matter is you you You so now look around you and tell me what you see? Do you still whats around you or do you see you.... well I see me and if I see me you have no choice to acknowledge me cause we all know you see me...

TE amo (Is she Gay?)

Rihanna new video Te amo is out and this is def a side we haven't seen.. My thought on this is "So what I'm still a rock star i got my rock moves and i dont need you, and guess what I'm having more fun and now that we're done I'm gonna show you.." P!nk but yeah so i don't know if it for popularity since sex does sale but why not just make a sex tape like everybody else.. I always love Rihanna from Pon de Replay and as she grew into to her own skin i loved her with Chris brown but we all know what happen.. I'm Still a Fan Of Chris Brown i don't Care but anyways back to what i was expressing it was that I don't think Rihanna wouldn't do anything she don't want to do which Leaves me too this video.....

and my conclusion is she likes to lick the box or have her cat purrrr by someone other than a dog if you know what i mean...*wink wink ... discussion question is does that make A) her gay B) she just like pleasure or C) neither and y??????

Live Life

Is it safe to say that you do a lot of thing with other people on your mind.. you do it to make others happy instead of doing what makes you happy its hard not to when your raised and brought up on if you do this mommy will be happy if you do this things will be a okay because ill be happy and proud of you.. so now you live the rest of your life hoping someone is proud of you for the things you do good or bad.. so now think about it when have you ever done something that you wanted to do without thinking twice about someone else or an outcome.... do you have a response are you still thinking well.. how about from now on you live you life for you and no one but you let the voice in your head be the only voice you listen too... so with that said it is safe to say you may now start to live L.I.F.E

L.I.F.E- Live in Freedom Everyday

L.I.F.E-Live In Full Effect

L.I.F.E Living Is For Everyone

K. Michelle - Where They Do That At

i really like this song so i thought i share with you guys =)

Years Later

I cant believe how fast years roll by things always seems to play out the same way in my life time and time again. As My God Sisters SWEET SIXTEEN approaches and i take time to help her and my godmother with things they need for the party from practice to ideas anything you can think of I'm there... i think back on how i always been this way because at the age of seven for her first birthday i did the exact same thing me little old self try to be involved in everything and believe it or not they let me =) i did her hair for her first birthday and may not be a big deal to many but to me it definitely was and to now be apart of her Sweet Sixteen in a bigger way just tells me how much i have grown and still managed to be me and i have not changed much I've adjusted to things that will help me get threw things play but i have always been true to me and i am glad that i have because its gotten me far and i gotten to do the little things that shows appreciation n love...

Hello World

I know i been gone for a long time i haven't posted anything in a while i been without a camera. So to tell you the truth i been lost without it sad but true. I just realized how much i enjoy seeing things threw a lens i see it in another light i see beauty in things that a naked normal eye wouldn't . the weird thing behind this is i dislike taking pictures =/ you have to catch me at the right time in the right mood..

But since i been without a camera and haven't been able to give you guys visuals and share my life with you people in pictures with that being said. I will start to write whats on my mind and do what i am good at but just been laying low with which is painting a picture with my words.

whether its threw my emotions for the day or things that are just running threw my mind =)