Wondering

I'm so bored rght now I'm sitting here watcxhing dr phil the topic is same sex marriage. I'm pro same sex marriage what about you do you agree or disagree and y???

Last night

Ok so last night was a wild fun crazy night. I went to a family bbq which was in celebration for my godfather retiring from the marines, much respect for that and shoutouts to all those who put their lives on the line for us. Juan Beliz my dear brother keep your head up and just look ahead and think happy thoughts respect you for taking matters into you own hands and standing up for wat u believe in. Ok so moving back to last night I had a blast. The music was on point the bar was of the hook brugal had me taking a trip the the twilight zone. The food was great whatever u wanted was there.  Spending time with my family was cool. and of course she like my visa card never leave home without it I was with the one and only Model Eujenya and my buddy yolanda but we call her loady as you wonderful people keep reading you will know more and more about the people in my life and why they are in my life. Have a wonderful and blessed day...cat burgulars really steal cats

Check it out!!!!!

Hey everybody!!! I'm back just to give you a scoop and insight on what I been up too.  Which isn't much but exploring life and chilling with my right hand man you guys might know her by Model Eujenya but she's my meryberry. When we get together ain't no stopping us we should have your own show lol.. but since we don't have one. Don't worry you can get an inside scoop and watch our episodes day and night on Modeleujenya.blogspot.com while ur on here page check out her work and drop comments..oh yeah coming soon Carrington big debut. My little princess is a smart creative dancer  entertaining dramaqueen ahead of her time she a star in the making. She will be taking dance classes so that alone will be entertainment so starting May 31 check in every week for a Carrington session.. Don't believe me wait and see..lol.. later till we meet again..

In The Waiting Room

Hey wats up here I am sitting in the doctors office on another friday but this time I'm dolo missing my right hand man shout out to model eujenya you should check her out modeleujenya.blospot.com but yeah I'm sitting here in the hand clinic I broke my pinky if you didn't already know. Everyone in here has a fucked up hand or finger. Just close your eyes and imagine every1 surrounding you having some kind of cast on the left or right hand including u lol you don't think its funny well I do lol. I'm in lincoln shout out to the bronx lol so of course its nothing out of the ordinary when a nigga from rikers in the orange jumpsuit and all rolling in a wheelchair two cops with him so now they have us free civillians in the waiting room have us on hold waiting and till they get his jailbird convict ass out of there before they start calling people again ain't that a bitch the jailbird gets the attention so I guess we do have equal rights afterall 

Many Have Questions, I Have Many Answers

Q. When do you know when to say enough and just walk away from a relationship?

A. Every relatioship is different so I believe that as a female you just know like woman intuition. You are the really the only one to determine when enough is enough its somewhat like an epiphany a gut feeling sometimes you know before the gut feeling and your just ready but when untill that epiphany happens sucks to say some put up with to much till then but you will know.

Q. What's the difference between a healthy relationship and a unhealthy relationship?

A. A healthy relationship empowers you its filled with love compromise loyalty honesty admiration and most important both people in the relationship are happy and complete each other. Just pure happiness.
An unhealthy relationship is full of negative energy. Bringing each other down its filled with cheating dishonesty lies insecurity and it may also involve abuse wheter its physical or emtional but not all the time so don't think that its healthy because it doesn't involve abuse but at times just second guessing the relationship can mean that something is wrong.

Q. My friends notice that he doesn't treat me as good as I should be and they tell me I need to leave him what should I do?

A. Frist thing is frist your friends love you so of course they want nothing but the best for you. So based off of what they been noticing they think that you boyfriend doesn't deserve you. So my best advice for you is to just have a talk with your friends and try to understand why they feel the way they do and you explain to them how you feel about the situation. If you decide to just breakup with him for your friends even if its in your best interest you might resent them so just talk to you friends and let them know that ur happy if you are but the fact that you concern I think you deep down inside know or feel like you friends do so it might be best if you just leave him.

Q. I'm in a new relationship and I love my boyfriend but once in a while I think about my ex am I still in love with him?

A. You probably still are inlove or you might just need closure. Try to think back one your relationship ans see if the good out weights the bad if so you probably still inlove yeah but if it doesn't you might need closure there's always a reason on why there your ex so it could be best if you keep it that way everything happens for a reason.

Q. Does he love me if he pushes me to do things I don't want to do, how can I make him stop?

A. Well have you expressed to him that you don't want to do these things he's pushing you to do. If so and if he still doesn't respect your wishes then sorry to break it to you but chances are that he doesn't love you, because a man that does will respect or views opinions wishes etc, and in this case will stop pushing you to do things you don't want to do and your only way to make him stop besides telling him its an issue. And trying to compromise is leaving.

i thought i told you that we won't stop lol....SIDEKICK LX BACK AGAIN DEBUTS MAY 13

I enjoy my sidekick LX already!! what you think about it now that its coming back and trying to keep up with the g1 and the shadows and all the other hot phones out there..

"Put your oxygen mask on first before you assist others.." What can I say god made me this way for a reason if he wouldn't have made me this strong of a person or gave me the strength to build this bitchy persona of mine as a defense mechanism, I would just be out searching to find me who i am, because the people in this world are selfish (one of the many definitions: Seeking or concentrating on one's own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others) wrapped up in ourselves which has its pros and cons. Pro your watching out for Yourself. Meaning Your less likely to get hurt. Con being selfish or wrapped up in ur own world cause you to have no one there for you when you get hurt. Since your less likely to get hurt when you do it hurts a lot more like having a bus ran over your heart a thousand times.. But i guess we all say so wat cause at the end of the day you gotta do for yourself and look out for you cause not many people will have your back. You very fortunate and super lucky to have someone that will.. thankfully i have a balance. I'm the one that is there for you when you get hurt but if once your ok you go back into the selfish stage fuck you imma do me cause like i said at the end of the day no one is gonna have your back.. I scratch your back you scratch mine should be>>>> ok you scratched my back does yours really itch cause i dont have nails>>>fin for yourself

No one Perfect

Top 3 places to find a guy..

Just though i Passed this along NYC is the worst city to meet guys. Its supposedly a 5 to 1 ratio. If you think about it it makes sense a guy cheat 5 times b4 he gets it together after 5 hes just a smut keeper lol. So here's a little help if your looking and don't know where to look try these top 3 places.

• The apple Store
• The GYM Weight section though..lol
• A sport bar on a Sunday or Monday night

MY TOP 10 ISSUES!! WTF!!

I have more issues then you can even imagine ISSUE NUMBER 1 is bitches getting too fucking googoo gaga over bum ass niggas.. don't feel bad me included.. every guy is on a scale of bumassness well bitchassness. so i sit here thinking on what is it that keeps us wanting to be involved or why every relationship leads into a cycle of craziness. ISSUE NUMBER 2 wack ass people who think their the shit don't know who I'm talking about check out this blog www.messdressed.com u wont believe the shit you see but believe it or not those people are really out there lol... ISSUE NUMBER 3 is when you let someone borrow something and when you ask for it back they have the never to be upset that you want your shit back or they then ask for something u borrowed back..call me crazy lol but hey THOU Shall NOt Judge...ISSUE NUMBER 4 people that hit u up on aim and when u respond they take forever or don't respond after you have already responded this one deserves a WTF... ISSUE NUMBER 5 some1 who get mad when some1 "steals there craft ideas or whatever u may want to call the shit" but get mad at some1 who does it to them in return..WTF that one i don't get so i have an issue with it times 2. ISSUE NUMBER 6 how SOME people say that they dont want to be like so-n-so and turns out that exactly who they are. ISSUE NUMBER 7 guys who chit chat more then females i dont know if u know any but there are guys who gossip more then females and that definitely get a WTF..quit the bitchassness..ISSUE NUMBER 8 guys who don't get that the reason im a bitch is because of dickhead guys out there or who don't get that I'm a chick with a fucked up attitude cause a nigga pissed me off or because he did something that cause me to have this reaction to his action (don't get it let me paint you a picture you cheat i go threw your shit not cause I'm violating but because woman intuition kicks in and plays a part in helping me catch your dumb ass cause of course you didn't clean up after yourself..)(want another picture you cheat i tell you lets move on and things are fine but i do something you don't like "we need a break" bullshit comes up so i black..lol) hope you got it this time..ISSUE NUMBER 9 people who say I'm a grown as man grown as woman but ain't got shit to show for it.. saying it doesn't make you one. ISSUE NUMBER 10 kids sexing and age for giving up ur v-card or fucking getting younger and younger watched Oprah the other day and this lady was explain wat sex was to her child to fill her with knowledge and not any knowledge but all of it to the last drop of masturbation..WTF...any ways those are my issues whats yours