Just Thoughts!!!!!!!

Thoughts of him has me tripping!?!??I'm stumbling on these words everything seems so scrambled I just want things to unravel

Some may say I'm an articial lyricist but it's cause they're blinded by the superficial fake materials

Things aren't always what they cracked up to be how can you want me and love me but then in the same breath act as if I'm not the eve to your Adam wait am I just believing it and imagining it. Are we just to individuals who came across each others paths to help and learn from each other but move on and walk away from each other. Well until I find the answer and become enlighten by the situation I will start crawling until the day I learn to walk.

How come the only way to move is to not look back why can't we look back and remember the times we had without havin to relive the past heartaches pains struggles supressing feeling and just look back and see happy times an leave those happy times where those happy times should be why when we remember those happy times we try to make things work and wish that the happy times we had would just get better and better and not remember that there's a reason for it being in the past......

I'm having mixed emotions right now. I can't understand y Things are the way they are I hate that you really can't get over this hill that I'm standing on top of waiting on you, but the irony is that you might feel like your the one standing on top of the hill waiting on me. So what does this mean whether you are or I am it will still conclude that we aren't on the same page. I will love to be on the same page and actually write a book together but will life or our lives frustration decisions past history etc allow for this to happen besides being able to trust each other and building a foundation for our family our unity of 3 we need to be able to communicate to help each other plant these blocks for a solid foundation so what is it gonna take for you to understand that we should walk Hand and hand and not neither one of us be on top or bottom or better yet on the top of the hill waiting but as I sit here and think about why not wait so now the question is how long should the wait be??